Mostly writing in my Real and Unreal Now

Sun and Snow Together

Well, yesterday it rained, snowed, pelted, and the sun did shine.  This morning the sun is glistening on the snow.  The animals are as tired of winter as I am, but we do appreciate the moisture for later.

The grands are coming tomorrow for the weekend, so it will be a special time.  Got a menu planned for spaghetti, wings, etc.  Hailey almost 13, Hatty almost 10 and Jon Jackson (JJ) almost 4.  New play-do, even store bought!  Let's hope they can go outside at least some of the time.

Thanks for every day, whatever the weather, whatever the temperature, whatever the event, just whatever...help me to not be sooo moody, help me to think of others, help me to think of Lent, show me a world from your side of things, and help me not to worry about the world I see on the news, internet, etc., as you have it all in control according to your plan.   Thank you for being my comforter, my friend, my Lord.  AMEN!

Another Day in Snow/Rain Territory

The fire is raging and that is part of what keeps my outlook bright during the cold and dreary days of March.  I think "Spring".  I think "Easter" and my Lord.  I think "Flowers sprouting".  I think "sunshine".  After all, all of this comes from our Heavenly Father.  His comfort comes in so many ways.

I am going out today and taking my 93 year old Mother to get her hair cut at a special salon....$6 cuts....works for me!  This lady works until 9 p.m., so she makes OK and keeps other people from paying $15-20....senior, low income, you name it.  We need to be thankful for people like this.

I listened to most of the Chat class last night.  Hook, POV character, storyworld, dialogue,  prologue....I am still on the journey.  I am still searching to see if this is what the Lord really wants from me.  If you do not work on it, you will never know for sure.  So, I listen to my best friend, and keep plugging along until He tells me to quit.  (My BF is AC and she is a brilliant light in my life)  I wish everyone could have a BF like mine.......but I know that she is a special blessing from the Lord.....just for me.

It's Monday Again

It's Monday Again

I am praying today to continue on my search of completing tasks and learning organization.  I may never fully get it, but I know I can get better at it.  I am overwhelmed so many times when I look around and remember what I need to do in my life.  I guess it has been hard for me to realize how my disability affects me in so many ways.  I start the day late, I have effects of medicines, I get stressed and nervous easily, and we live pretty far away from town and other family.  I will not, though, give into this and throw up my hands.  That is futile and I will not go there.  Lord, continue to teach me your peace and hope and inspire me to do what I need to do for  you and others and myself last.  You are my covering, my life, my friend.  Thank you for this season of renewal during Lent.

I missed some days this week

Well, I did hang some pictures for my 93 year old mother in her room yesterday.  She moved from one room to another in Assisted Living not long ago.  I had gotten her a mother and baby horse picture last year, finally got it framed and hung.  Then we had to put some back up that were moved from the other room.  Today was a stay at home day and get ready for the potluck tomorrow at church.  I made a decision on who I will write on for the BIO column in Heartbeatthemagazine for April.....but I am not telling!  You will have to check it our on April 1......heartbeatthemagazine.com......Set your clocks forward tonight and have a wonderful Sunday........

The Dentist and My Teeth

Why the dentist keeps calling is beyond me.  I keep trying to do what I am supposed to do and avoid seeing him, but it doesn't seem to be working!  Well, at least they are clean now!

Stopped by to see my mother and at 93 she was working on another scrapbook full of historical and family clippings, certificates, cards, etc.  She has always been so good at having a "life" no matter what the circumstances.  She is a great testimony to me in so many ways.  She has never been perfect and at times a real stumbling block, but she never fails to amaze me.  I can see God's hand in changes in people all along their life.  When He is in charge, things never stay the same....we can trust Him to keep shaping our clay, can't we?

The fire is burning and the cat is sleeping, what can I complain about?  I am loved.  I am warm.

A Blanket of Snow

Just when I think March winds might be much, a blanket of fresh snow appears.  I am ready for this to dissipate and for Spring to come marching in!  However, I am not in control of these things.  And even though Easter is a ways away, tomorrow is Ash Wednesday and I am ready to read a new devotional regarding this Lent time and starting a new sense anticipation of Easter and the Resurrection !  Praise God, for He Arose!  This is my hope, today, tomorrow and beyond.

Sunny Sunday

Still Winter, but at least it was sunny most of this Lord's Day.  Enjoyed worship and music was especially sweet today.  Visited moms and hung Mama's horse picture for her.  Home by the fire.  Kit Kat has a sore paw. 

Mentors are Important

It was so nice to receive a personal welcome from a care mentor with 'My Book Therapy" this morning.  As we so desperately need mentors in the Biblical Christian life, we so need mentors in our personal hobbies, vocations, every area of life!  Help us to remember that we can be a mentor to someone, there is always someone out there that may need a help or encouraging word.  Think about that today and pray about it.  Be willing to give and......be willing to take.

Today at Home

I got some things done today.  I went through some books, worked on one of my closets and made a beef stir fry for dinner.  I am already thinking of my 2 week vacation to NM just for me.  This will be a time to sunbathe, do crafts, write and see newer friends in NM.  Just thinking of the sunshine gives me a thrill....Thinking of what color and type of dress I need for Molly's wedding.  Cool, light, and breezy sounds good, tea length, ah, I can dream!

A Special Thursday

Today my youngest daughter told me she will be married on August 7, 2011.  You see her as a little girl and a grown  woman at the same time.  She tried on her dress at the shop and she was beautiful.  It was a sweet moment to be with her.  You dream all your parenting life about the best for your children.  I trust a Sovereign God to protect and care for her above even her husband's care.  My baby will be married.

I GUESS TUESDAY FLEW BY TOO FAST-Wednesday

Today was nice and I had lunch with our Music Director at church, Susie, at Cottonwood Grill.  The Salmon Melt is soooo good, and with salad good for you.  I got a call while I was there that my mother had taken a fall in the night.  I later stopped by and she was doing pretty good, except for a sore ankle.  It could of been much worse, so I am relieved.  She is 93 years old.

Gray skies can bring Gray moods.  As rain tries to melt snow, we still gather around the wood stove to get a good dose of warmth. Spring is a ways off in Idaho!  We always have HOPE, and I am happy for that every day.  HOPE in Christ, in the future, for Heaven......this is life today.

Monday late morning

I am drinking my coffee and my sister calls.  She has been out of work now for over a year with little prospects.  The world is such a different place.  We used to be able to always get "some" job to get by with, but with the economy plunge and being too close to retirement age, you can be shoved completely out of the job market, especially in your own home area.  It reminds me of how grateful I need to be that I am under a warm roof by my wood stove, using a nice MAC, talking to my husband and looking out the window onto a beautiful snowy foothills landscape.  Thank you, Lord, for all that you are, all that you have given to me and all that you have taken from me.  You are always looking out for me and seeking my best.  I love you for watching over me and leading me to keep my mind and heart stayed on you.  Keep my heart soft and help me to repent of my evil thoughts as I continue to live in the flesh.  Please help me to be more productive and others oriented.  Thank you for each day until you come.

Sunday A.M.

I have decided to stay in this morning.  After traveling for almost 3 weeks, I am tired, cold, and need to nest.  I am getting ready to see if I can find a good message on TV or Podcast.
The fire is roaring and the dog and cat are put out.  I am so glad to see the sunshine this morning.  The old snow is still lingering in the hills, but the sun makes up for it all to me.  I praise the Lord for all I DO have.  I am confused about how to proceed with my writing, except to keep on keeping on.  Maybe the story will begin to flow in another area and I can save the main draw.  If it doesn't, I may have to start again.....oh, well, I will not be the first to do that, I am sure!  I look forward to a productive week and seeing my mother and daughters in town.

Writers Conference in Boise

Attended my first writers conference today in Boise.  Donna Fletcher Crow was one of the speakers for IdaHope Writers.  I met with an agent, learned some tricks, and met some really nice people.  I will try to attend the next monthly meeting on March 24.  I haven't had time yet to look over my notes, but I hope some of the things that were suggested will be helpful to me as I review my story and decide if I will continue to make it a novel.